Heyheyy. Im Rainie Foo kai chi a.k.a Rainie Rainbowy. 16 dis year. 8 of July to be exact. Studying at SMK Kota Kemuning. I love to dance, chit chat, hangout wit frens <3
now is already 2:49 d. quite sleepy but cannot sleep.
Im not feeling well now. stomach very pain, feels lyk wana vomit~ hate dis feeling. really very suffer. you noe how is it? lyk.. when during da journey going to genting on da bengkak-bengkok`s road or after came down from genting on da road. if you oso got dat kind of feeling when on da journey. you`l noe how i feel now~ its really very suffer~ haihs~ i scared i fever d. my forehead got abit hot now. haihs~ if i go sleep now, is`l just lyk da picture..

something happened to me justnow. duno why tears suddenly dropped down. i feels lyk damn suffer at da moment. duno why~ really duno why~ kei was chatting wit me justnow. just only she noe what happened. gurls, i can give you guys encourages, i can said lots good things, i can ask you guys to do somethings good, i can ask you guys to dun worry bout it, i can make you guys to think positively, i can said lots but i CANNOT DO IT. you guys always say nothing is impossible when everytime im moody. i noe you guys just want me to dun worry so much and i oso noe dat is just an encourage for me. i noe dat is impossible. i was tryna make it become true in my life but really very hard. maybe im not brave enough? or im not good enough? i duno~ justnow kei told me da truth dat what she is feeling now. before dat she told me dat she wont sad anymore but i noe dat is just an excuse. i noe she cannot let it go. justnow, she told me everythings, i knew it d you noe. haihs~ but wish you will be okay soon. justnow told manythings to kei, now feels much better d. hmm.. what i oways tell my frens and myself is
"everything will be okay soon" I think im supppose to sleep now. its too late d. nites. sweet dreams everyone~
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